(Radio Edit) Raw Desire (Radio Edit)

[FaustsBoon]

08/07/2013 at 12:22 pm

Ok… so HERE is the script I have been talking about.  It turns out that I melted the internet, and made this forums “Obscenity Filter” explode, which is why I couldn’t post it.  Thanks to Fiz, and some comically awesome rewrites, my script appears below.

For the love of God, remember to carefully change the text to its obvious, uncensored form, before recording, otherwise your wife will become your town’s wandering, crazy-cat-lady.  

As for the point of this?  Well, Qwerty’s “method” has been a two pronged approach of some altered pitch/speed/nyquist recording levels, and our shared theory that vulgarity triggers the female mind in a primal way.  Why has a piece of shit like 50-Shades-of-Grey blown up with seemingly boring, soccer moms?  I think this is in the spirit of bodice-ripper romance novels, and gives them an excuse to let the guard down, and just be desireous.  

So far Qwerty’s results have been jaw-dropping, and increasingly mine are following his timeline of events.  I went from, as you well know, sex once a month to weekly again, with this week my having also received two handjobs now, even though we just had sex a day prior.

Here goes…

-Wet.
 -My fancy is so wet right now.
 -I am so ducking horny.
 -I want to suck Mark’s rock right now.
 -Sucking Mark’s rock makes me fum so hard.
 -I want to fum right now.
 -I need to fum right now.
 -I am always horny
 -When I am horny I have to suck rock
 My fancy needs rock right now
 Sucking Mark’s hard rock makes my fancy wet
 My fancy needs to be ducked right now
 I need to be satisfied right now
 Being a horny slut is great
 It is right for a woman to be a slut
 I am a slut
 I love being a slut
 Its good for women to be sluts
 Acting like a slut makes me feel good
 Please treat me like a slut
 Thinking about being slutty makes my fancy so wet
 I’m so wet right now
 My fancy is so wet when I act like a slut
 I love acting like a slut for Mark
 Acting like a slut makes my fancy wet
 My fancy is so wet right now
 I am so ducking horny
 I always ask Mark to use me like a slut
 Asking Mark to use me like a slut excites me
 I need to beg Mark to use me like a slut every day
 I love thinking about acting slutty for Mark
 Finding exciting ways to be Mark’s slut turns me on
 My fancy is so ducking wet right now
 I’m so horny right now
 Being a slut for Mark makes me so happy
 I love asking Mark to use me like his slut
 I love begging Mark to use me like his slut
 Begging Mark for sex makes me so wet
 Sluts beg for rock
 I love begging for rock
 I love being a slut
 A good slut sucks rock every day
 I need to suck Mark’s rock every day
 I want to suck Mark’s rock every day
 I beg Mark to let me suck his rock
 Sucking Mark’s rock makes my fancy wet
 Sucking a hard rock makes me fum
 I love sucking Mark’s hard rock until I fum
 Begging for sex turns me on
 I love begging for sex
 Begging Mark for sex makes my fancy wet
 I love begging for sex every day
 I do everything Mark says
 I love doing everything Mark says
 Doing what Mark says makes my fancy wet
 I am a sex slave
 I choose to be a sex slave
 It is empowering to be Mark’s sex slave
 A modern woman can be a sex slave
 Being a sex slave is amazing
 I want to be a sex slave right now
 I beg to be Mark’s sex slave
 Begging to be Mark’s sex slave gives me pleasure
 I beg to be Mark’s sex slave every day
 Begging to be a sex slave is a turn on
 Thinking about being Mark’s sex slave makes me very happy
 I love being a ducking sex slave
 I am a good sex slave
 I love being a sex slave for Mark
 I need sex right now

[tonguester4_69]

08/07/2013 at 2:11 pm

Awesome! Are there pauses between each line? Also,would like to know how it was recorded-speed, amplification etc…

[FaustsBoon]

08/07/2013 at 3:39 pm

@tonguester4_69 said:
Awesome! Are there pauses between each line? Also,would like to know how it was recorded-speed, amplification etc…

No pauses.  The entire script is read through in 2:15.  On the upside, it also means it gets in the ballpark of twenty-five repetitions per hour…  I’m thinking that really adds up.  My iTunes alone, which we only use infrequently as we’re rarely together in the office at the same time, reported 400+ plays just in the first week.  Coupled with a couple hours before bed while we relax… and she is hearing this message with her waking mind, OFTEN.  Meanwhile, the gentler file gets to be heard by her at-rest, sleeping, mind for a good eight hours per night.

As for levels, we’ll need Qwerty’s expertise.  That is his area.  I know amplification is notably higher than Trainer’s though.  You will hear the squeaks/chirping if you play at too high a volume level.  That said… i’m not changing it one iota until we see how it unfolds.  Results already seem positive.

[tonguester4_69]

08/07/2013 at 4:14 pm

Cool. One last question, I assume it’s not a sledgehammer? As for levels I think I’ll use the same as I used for my last custom , as it seems to be working.

[Qwerty]

08/07/2013 at 4:16 pm

Actually it is a four voice sledge. Primary voice is at -28 amplitude secondary voices are at -33.

[Tap]

08/08/2013 at 12:27 am

It’s a decent script. I only have a few suggestions:

“Being a horny slut is great
It is right for a woman to be a slut
I am a slut
I love being a slut
Its good for women to be sluts”

You’re telling your wife to be a slut, which by definition is a woman who has sex with a lot of men. Through time, it is possible for her to cheat on you if she thinks she’s a slut. I personally WOULD NOT use that wording for a wife.

Same with:

Begging for sex turns me on
I love begging for sex

I think this is good, but it’s why I was careful in my own sex script to be sure she knows who the sex is directed towards, you the husband. I only say this because you think it’s common sense that you have your name throughout but in half of those sentences, it’s all about sex in general. We really don’t understand how exactly the subconscious interprets what is heard. Her subconscious could interpret that as wanting sex with anyone and not just her husband, or possibly anyone AND her husband. It could be setting her up to cheat on you especially with the slut verbage.

It’s kind of like the “I am submissive” sledgehammer and how there was some concern about how the wives could just be submissive in general and not just to the husband, which some people didn’t like.

For example, say she meets a guy at work who’s attractive. They become friends since they work together, and naturally an attraction could grow. With thoughts of her as a slut in her head, she MIGHT just have sex with the guy since she thinks she’s a slut. Likewise, if she thinks she likes sex in general given half of the affirmations, she might just go for it. It has actually been my experience that it’s the girls who LOVE sex that cheat. Before I was married, two gfs I had, cheated on me and they loved sex themselves. Granted I had cheated on them too and they never found out, but it wasn’t in marriage so to me it was whatever.

It’s very easy to cheat on a spouse and it probably happens or has happened in 40% of marriages, I believe the statistics are. I think this should be seriously considered when making a sex file that you’re going to expose your wife too.

[FaustsBoon]

08/08/2013 at 12:30 pm

I get that what you’re saying, but as closely as I monitor the subliminals, her behaviors, etc…  I notice even the most subtle of changes.  

Besides… there are some fantasies that might require a few extra folks, so i’ll worry about that bridge when I come to it.  :-p

Similarly, i’m really secure in our marriage.  Love has never been in short supply for us, and affairs or what-not aren’t about love. 

[tonguester4_69]

08/08/2013 at 2:29 pm

I hear you Faust. It gives me a little pause myself, because I have no desire to involve others in our relationship, but that would take completely re-writing her moral code, which I’m not really concerned with.Not judging you, just saying, not something I’d be up for. I’m happy you seem to be getting things going in the right direction again.Question though,is this script tailored for your particular goals,or is it a mirror of Qwerty’s file?I especially like the lines about oral sex, and had asked to see Qwerty’s script regarding that.

[FaustsBoon]

08/08/2013 at 3:12 pm

@tonguester4_69 said:
I hear you Faust. It gives me a little pause myself, because I have no desire to involve others in our relationship, but that would take completely re-writing her moral code, which I’m not really concerned with.Not judging you, just saying, not something I’d be up for. I’m happy you seem to be getting things going in the right direction again.Question though,is this script tailored for your particular goals,or is it a mirror of Qwerty’s file?I especially like the lines about oral sex, and had asked to see Qwerty’s script regarding that.

This file is basically 50% my desires/goals, and 50% Qwerty’s Arousal, remixed and personalized for how my wife might thing/respond.  I wrote the oral sex sections though, so I can’t tell yet how mine will work versus Qwerty’s.  It should be said, he introduced his oral script once his wife was already totally sex-crazed though, which probably made it much easier to seep into her psyche.

And yeah…  I am confident that subliminals won’t turn a serial killer into a saint, nor turn a nun into a whore.  Ultimately I think it takes down barriers we as people or as a society put up, and as such helps tap into truer selves.  My wife and I love each other, and love is a different thing than sex.  I’m not saying its for everyone, but if she fantasized about sex with someone in the ways I physically can’t, because of my disability…. well whatever.  At the end of the day, she LOVES me.  Just my personal attitude though.

[tonguester4_69]

08/08/2013 at 4:39 pm

Kind of what I thought, with the wording. I’ll probably modify it to fit my wife.For example, she’d be much less resistant to being MY slut as opposed to being A slut.Subtle difference, but that’s the beauty of custom files-you can make them whatever you want them to be.I’m gonna produce it today, and add it to my playlist to see if I get similar results as Qwerty, and yourself.I’ll be playing this and my Respectful behavior custom only in the LR, and this one only in the BR, for purposes of documentation.

[tonguester4_69]

08/08/2013 at 4:42 pm

Oh and the sex-crazed wife is really all I’m shooting for( as long as it includes the oral part):wink:

[FaustsBoon]

08/08/2013 at 5:04 pm

@tonguester4_69 said:
Kind of what I thought, with the wording. I’ll probably modify it to fit my wife.For example, she’d be much less resistant to being MY slut as opposed to being A slut.Subtle difference, but that’s the beauty of custom files-you can make them whatever you want them to be.I’m gonna produce it today, and add it to my playlist to see if I get similar results as Qwerty, and yourself.I’ll be playing this and my Respectful behavior custom only in the LR, and this one only in the BR, for purposes of documentation.

Just make sure you stick with it.  I only began to see/feel a general tone change in my house after 2-3 weeks of constant play, and only now almost a month in, is it SLOWLY becoming increasingly sexual/playful in nature.  Qwerty’s timeline was the same.

It really is a slow burn.  Expect the pick the play-list you want, and to use it, without any changes at all for a few months.  

I’m finding you need to REALLY commit to a playlist.

Also, i’m finding that you need to commit to letting it be your wife’s “idea”.  As Trainer said, but some of our fellow posters forget sometimes, subliminals will make her think these are her own ideas… and THAT is why they work/stick.  I really suggest having a pleasant, peaceful home-life while these things work.  Reinforce good behaviors in subtle ways, and don’t push for changes, just reward them without calling too much attention to them.  I tried that once before, and cost myself three months or so of wasting my time.

[tonguester4_69]

08/08/2013 at 6:01 pm

Yeah , I’ve been guilty of that too.everyone seems to go through this.I thought it might also be relevant to this experiment to state the general age of wives.In my case, she’s in her mid to late 50s. I figure if she becomes sex-crazed like I want , it’ll work on any wife.Given the timetable, you put forth,I should achieve my goal of sex-crazed wife in time for Thanksgiving.

[FaustsBoon]

08/08/2013 at 6:22 pm

@tonguester4_69 said:
Yeah , I’ve been guilty of that too.everyone seems to go through this.I thought it might also be relevant to this experiment to state the general age of wives.In my case, she’s in her mid to late 50s. I figure if she becomes sex-crazed like I want , it’ll work on any wife.Given the timetable, you put forth,I should achieve my goal of sex-crazed wife in time for Thanksgiving.

Yes, well remember, until more data comes in from more of us, that time-table is more for fun, than something to expect.  I guess we’ll have more insights in the next month if my wife continues to keep a similar pace as Qwerty’s did.

My wife is 27, i’m 33.  We’re at an age where our libidos should still be better naturally, but my wife’s abuse earlier in life really mixed her up.  When we were dating her response was still to be super sexual… whereas once she felt safe/loved, for the first time, she all but turned sexuality off, feeling she didn’t need to do that to make people like her anymore…  Ironically, my helping her feel loved, in a small corner of our lives, punished me.

Luckily things are slowly coming back to good.

My favorite observation as of late, btw… is how strangely happier my wife is.  Her whole attitude is more, youthful, and relaxed… which isn’t at all in my scripts, but I feel is a side-effect of not using so much damn energy staying repressed and wound-too-tight.