ESClaus’s Journal

[ESClaus]

06/10/2015 at 10:27 am

A bit of background. I am 39 my wife is 37. Our sex life is pretty good and we have some kinks(you will see in the script) but this year during the whole 50 shades thing she wanted to explore the dom/sub relationship. She is naturally submissive and wants to please me but doesn’t like giving up control. Has to do with her previous relationships and having to take charge of things.

So after a lot of reading on the forums and looking at custom scripts I went with a modified Tap Script. Here is the script

My husband ESClaus is my master.

My husband ESClaus is in charge of me.

My husband ESClaus has control over me.

My husband ESClaus makes decisions for me.

I am a submissive wife.

I am submissive to my husband ESClaus.

I like being submissive to my husband ESClaus.

I have a happy life being submissive to my husband ESClaus.

I submit completely to my husband ESClaus.

I am in total submission to my husband ESClaus.

I am under my husband ESClaus’s authority.

I do everything my husband ESClaus says.

I follow my husband ESClaus’s orders.

I obey my husband ESClaus’s commands.

I like to obey my husband ESClaus.

I love to obey my husband ESClaus.

I am happy to obey my husband ESClaus.

My goal in life is to obey my husband ESClaus.

My purpose in life is to obey my husband ESClaus.

I always obey my husband ESClaus.

I am obedient to my husband ESClaus.

I live to please my husband ESClaus.

I always please my husband ESClaus.

I enjoy pleasing my husband ESClaus.

I love making my husband ESClaus happy.

I am happy making my husband ESClaus happy.

I like to be married to my husband ESClaus always.

I want to stay married to my husband ESClaus forever.

I like to do laundry.

Cleaning the house is my priority.

Giving my breastmilk to my husband ESClaus satisfies my desires.

Giving my breastmilk to my husband ESClaus makes me happy.

Giving my breastmilk to my husband ESClaus gives me ecstasy.

Giving my breastmilk to my husband ESClaus gives me happiness.

Giving my breastmilk to my husband ESClaus fulfills my life.

I started this on May 24th. It plays at night and she has no idea it is. I start off with the rain mp3 track with this overlaid in it. That plays twice and then it goes to silent and plays for the rest of the night while she sleeps. I am starting to notice slight changes. She has let me make more of the decisions in our lives. Has been more affectionate and wanting to know that I am happy and when I tell her she gets happy. Today though was the first time I saw her actually obey. It was in the morning we were being lazy and needed to get ready for work. She was laying in bed next to me and I started to touch her and caress her back and then moved into playing with her. I whispered into her ear that she was a good girl and asked her if she likes being submissive to me and she says “Yes Master”. I told her that makes me happy and continued to play with her and then put it to the test. I told her if she wants me to stop playing to tell me to stop. She continued to let me play so after a bit I said it again and she told me she couldn’t tell me to stop. I slowed down my playing and eventually stopped and said that was right and she was a good girl. I am thinking about changing the script a bit and adding in good girl. I like calling her that and she likes it also.

Looking for any advice

Thanks

ESClaus

[Fizbin]

06/11/2015 at 3:48 am

It sounds like you are building a good base. Remember, the key is patience. Unless there is a clear abreaction, don’t be too quick to change things early on. Let this play for a few more weeks, and then see if you really need to add anything more specific.

[Tap]

06/11/2015 at 9:10 pm

ESClaus, I’m glad it’s working for you. It is a good base that incorporates many of the basic ideas that I think a perfect wife should have. As Fiz said, the key is repetitions. Just think if you play a version of this for year or so, it’ll be permanently ingrained in her subconscious. Then her behavior will reflect those thoughts. It’ll always be the smaller things that you notice that she does now that she didn’t do before. For my wife and I it’s:

-She washes dishes without me asking her.
-She caters to my son’s whims for food, etc. when he asks for something. (I’ve gotten a bit lazy with that now)
-She serves me food she cooked if I’m watching TV.
-I tell her to go buy me something from the store, go to the bank, go some other store, she does.
-She asks my permission to go out with her friends. She will offer me a BJ to let her go sometimes.

Little things like that. However, I’m still trying to make her give me BJs on demand, which doesn’t really happen. I keep moving the goal posts. But yes how she is now vs. 2 years ago is a big difference. Honestly, it’s helped our marriage and I wouldn’t mind being with her for a long time, vs before at times I wanted to kick her out of the house.

Anyways, small changes to your base is fine. Because she hears basically the same script over and over, it still does the job. Even to this day I still change my base from time to time, emphasizing different things as they come up in my life.

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[ESClaus]

06/19/2015 at 1:04 pm

So a bit of an update. Been playing the same script and notice she is wanting to please me more and doesn’t like it when I am mad at her. Now the issue I have is trying to find other nature sounds like Rain that I can use. I tried a creek nature sound but it was loud for night time. She is getting tired of the rain all the time. Little does she know that it has the script in it. Anyone recommend any kind of nighttime nature sounds. Needs to be soft and soothing not loud and birds chirping.

[trainer81]

06/19/2015 at 2:40 pm

Hey interesting idea… Nature sounds all keep that in mind.

– creek nature sound

– nighttime nature sounds

– loud and birds chirping

I do have something new in mind that’s called Little Bird, out for beta testing

I am Happy – Subliminal (Little Bird)
https://dreamgirlsgt.com/members-area/?menu_id=&id=233&fid=685&download=-I-am-Happy-Subliminal-Little-Bird

I Love Sex – Subliminal (Little Bird)
https://dreamgirlsgt.com/members-area/?menu_id=&id=233&fid=684&download=I-Love-Sex-Subliminal-Little-Bird

Now that the servers updated I plan to add more music sounds

Trainer81

[ESClaus]

06/29/2015 at 8:42 am

So I found a thunderstorm nature track that she is liking. I start with that and while it is a bit startling at first it isn’t overly loud. Just an occasional thunder sound here an there. Then I follow it up with the rain and then the rest is silent tracks. Same script on all of them.

[Tap]

07/01/2015 at 3:16 pm

Is there any reason why you don’t like silents? The beauty of silents is that you can play it any time, anywhere and she won’t even know it’s playing. Even with people around, you can play it for her. Then she and you won’t be annoyed by a constant rain sound. They work the same and if not better because at least the sound isn’t heard every day. I’d get annoyed after a week of hearing rain sounds every day.

[ESClaus]

07/02/2015 at 8:16 am

I do play silents just that she likes listening to something as she is going to sleep and rather than setup separate speakers I just made a playlist that is Storm followed by Rain and then silents for the rest of the night. I wish I could find a way to play it more than nighttime. She works fulltime and thinking the picture frame might be a good idea though worried about others complaining and her not knowing why.

[ESClaus]

07/23/2015 at 8:14 am

So a bit of an update. I switch the script to just the following since 7/7. This script is working great. She is starting to not question me and is very apologetic and wants to please.

I want to be submissive.

I am submissive to Claus.

You are submissive to Claus.

I want to be submissive to Claus.

I was born to be submissive to Claus.

I am proud to be submissive to Claus.

I am a submissive little girl for Claus.

Claus’s actions are always right.

I always approve of Claus’s actions.

I can get her to repeat most of this during sex(which is awesome) though I noticed last night when I was playing with her I asked her why she wouldn’t give me complete control(that is my ultimate goal) and she said she didn’t know. I told her that isn’t an answer but she struggled. So I am going to incorporate giving me more control into my script. Will be looking through scripts to see if there is something I can use.

[Fizbin]

07/25/2015 at 3:17 am

Very short and sweet. Could you clarify “very apologetic”? As for the complete control, maybe you should let her process the idea for a few days.

[ESClaus]

07/27/2015 at 9:00 am

Okay so small update. My wife and I had a huge argument. She feels I am always unhappy with her. The weird thing is that I am far from it. She did bring up a list of things I am unhappy with. The things she brought up are all things she agreed to do when we went on our whole Dom/Sub relationship. It isn’t anything drastic. Things like wear thongs instead of her normal underwear. Wear certain clothes to bed. etc…

Then she says “I want to please you because it makes both of us happy”. So I asked her what does pleasing me mean to her and she said “Doing things you like such as laundry, wearing a thong, making dinner, cleaning the house, wearing makeup, dressing nicely”

I told her I love all those things when she does them. So I told her that we should focus on that stuff and I will tell her how happy it makes me when she does those things and how unhappy I am when she doesn’t.

I am thinking about dropping the submissive script and playing just this new one on control.

Claus is in charge.

Claus is responsible for me.

Claus is in charge of my life.

I will do what Claus says.

I will do what Claus asks of me.

I will obey Claus.

I will let Claus influence me.

I will allow Claus to control me.

I will let Claus take care of me.

I will allow Claus to control me.

Claus is my Master.

I will allow Claus to control me.

I am a good Minx for Claus.

I will allow Claus to control me.

Claus is my Master.

Any thoughts or advice?

[ESClaus]

07/28/2015 at 8:59 am

So another small update. My wife used the word obey last night. I think I need to rewrite the scripts to cater to her words. She doesn’t like the word control but is okay with obey.

[Fizbin]

07/28/2015 at 8:46 pm

@ESClaus said:

So another small update. My wife used the word obey last night. I think I need to rewrite the scripts to cater to her words. She doesn’t like the word control but is okay with obey.

Tailoring the script to your wife’s normal speech patterns is definitely a good practice. In addition, having lines like

I always obey Claus.

Is much simpler, and easier for the subconscious to grasp than

I will allow Claus to control me.

What was the context in which she used the word? Was it in a positive fashion, or negative?

[ESClaus]

07/28/2015 at 9:41 pm

It was “I want to obey you”

[Fizbin]

07/29/2015 at 2:53 am

That sounds like perhaps some of your first script (which, though perhaps a little long, was actually pretty good) is manifesting.

You might also, in addition to obedience, lean toward her feeling and liking being “cared for”, protected, etc… as part of your control, rather than just liking/wanting the control itself.

[ESClaus]

07/29/2015 at 9:04 am

So I am running this script and hoping it will have a good hold. Will be running it for at least a month and see if it gets results.

I enjoy being obedient.

I am obedient for my Husband Claus.

You enjoy being obedient.

I am very obedient.

You are obedient for your Husband Claus.

You are obedient.

I want to be well behaved.

I will do what I am told.

I am obedient for my Husband Claus.

You will do what your told.

I am a good girl for my Husband Claus.

I enjoy being obedient.

I want to be obedient.

I am a good little girl.

[ESClaus]

08/04/2015 at 2:58 pm

So things are going good. I am thinking about during our playtime with her tied up I would put headphones on and record my voice doing a script. It would play out loud instead of silent and I would have her repeat it. Was going to do this for an hour while I have my way with her.

Here is what I was thinking of script wise

Repeat after me
I want to be Minx.
Minx is sexy.
Minx is beautiful.
I give my body to Master.
I want master to use my body for his pleasure.
Minx is a pleasure doll.
I am Minx.
Minx’s body belongs to Master.
Minx is me.
I am Minx.
Being Minx is wonderful.
Minx is submissive to Master.
Submission is happiness.
Minx is completely submissive to Master.
Minx feels completely connected to Master.
Minx trusts Master in all things.
Minx loves Master controlling her.
Minx is obedient to Master.
Complete obedience makes Minx happy.
I am happy being Minx.
Minx loves obeying Master.
I love being Minx.
My desire to become Minx increases every day
Obedience equals pleasure.
Minx Craves pleasure.
Obedience to Master is ecstasy.
Minx is obedient to Master.
Minx is happy.
Minx is safe.
I am Minx
Minx has unlimited sexual desire.
I am Minx
Minx is submissive to Master.
Minx is obedient to Master.
I am Minx
Being Minx is wonderful.
Minx is a pleasure doll
I am Minx.
Minx’s body belongs to Master.
Minx loves master to use her body for pleasure.
I am Minx.
Being Minx is wonderful
Minx is happy.
I am Minx
Minx is submissive to Master.
Minx is obedient to Master.
I am Minx
Minx is a pleaure doll.
Being Minx is wonderful.

Thoughts on this? She is up for anything really. She already wants to please be and obey me I am wanting her to be Minx more and thinking that by running this in my voice aloud during playtime and then having a silent run afterwards would jumpstart her becoming Minx.

[Voidhawk]

08/06/2015 at 5:36 am

Just a thought, maybe record her reading the script? Then you can play that as a subliminal (or normally). I think it could be more effective if it is coming from her.

[MasterSouthernStar]

08/08/2015 at 12:29 pm

I’ve often wondered about recording something in the subject’s voice. In fact now that I remember I had been going to have my girl record one for another member here – (sorry that’s fallen by the side – I’ll get back to it).

If you try this please let the list know how it works. It would seem to be just the thing – but one never can tell. My thought was at least a real human voice as opposed to generated – but her own voice would be so much better. I may have to try this myself.

Anyway I think it’s a great idea and would love to know how it comes out.

MSS

[ESClaus]

09/02/2015 at 10:48 am

Update up until a week ago I was running this on silent 24/7 in our bedroom(it is where my computer is at and she is in there off an on).

I enjoy being obedient.

I am obedient for my Husband Claus.

You enjoy being obedient.

I am very obedient.

You are obedient for your Husband Claus.

You are obedient.

I want to be well behaved.

I will do what I am told.

I am obedient for my Husband Claus.

You will do what your told.

I am a good girl for my Husband Claus.

I enjoy being obedient.

I want to be obedient.

I am a good little girl.

I can tell you without a doubt this is working. She does what I tell her without question and the times that she has been rude or bitchy she was quick to say that she was wrong. The times that she was really bad I would punish her(spanking is my go to and never more than 10) and afterwards she told me she was wrong and deserved the punishment.

Lately she has been expressing her wanting to stay home and take care of the house and family. Financially we cannot do that until the 1st of the year and when I told her that her eyes lit up and she was excited.

Thinking about my wife staying home and doing all this makes me want to change her into a Stepford Wife. I am going to be creating scripts for all kinds of things. I am researching and thinking about exactly what I want and will then begin working on scripts to mold her to what I want.

I am so glad I found this site and while I can never bring it up to others(my friends and family would think I was nutso) I would highly recommend people on here not giving up. Focus on one script and cater it to your wife’s way of thinking. Listen to how she talks and what words she says. Also I think Tap posted a link to a youtube hearing test. I played it for myself and my wife and found that she can hear 15000hz and I can hear 12000hz so I changed my Nyquist Prompt settings to the following:

(highpass8
(lowpass8
(mult
(lowpass8 (highpass8 s 300) 7000)
(hzosc 45000)
(hzosc 56500))
21000)
12000)

My wife has never said she hears anything when I am playing the silent and I play it through my PC speakers loud(volume turned all the way up) so I assume that she can just hear it better as from the results.

Here is the link to the hearing test
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VxcbppCX6Rk

Use headphones and to get my wife to listen to this I told her I did this hearing test and could only hear up to X and how high can she hear.

[Fizbin]

09/02/2015 at 4:28 pm

Congratulations!

I will be interested in hearing what you think defines her as a Stepford Wife beyond wanting to stay home and take care of things while being submissive to your needs and desires…

[ESClaus]

10/14/2015 at 3:55 pm

So a bit of an update. She is now staying home. Long story but she is getting unemployment and living the 1950s housewife dream.

She is cooking and cleaning and all that jazz. The new thing personal wise is she told last week that she was feeling very submissive. I asked her why is that and she said without skipping a beat “I am your slave. I accept that”. The next day after awhile I asked her if she still felt that way and she said “Yes I still feel that way. I know that you will give me my independence on things but I accept the fact that you are in charge.”

This is such a cool thing. I am now trying my hand at the “Cock Sucker” script. Hoping to eventually get good results with that.

[Fizbin]

10/15/2015 at 2:54 pm

Congratulations! Does she seem happy about the state of affairs?